I know that I have said before that I thought I was SiTe in terms of functions, but I'm not so sure about that anymore. Now I'm starting to think more TiSe. The interesting part is that I don't feel judging in the sense that I can be disorganized, have my mind wander when I should be paying attention, and act out more along the lines of what I feel like doing instead of thinking rationally.
So, what I'm saying is that I'm starting to doubt that the socionic model is perfect. And, no, I don't think that the MBTI model is perfect either. Although one thing I find interesting is that both the socionics and MBTI ISTP has a third and fourth functions of Ni and Fe. After learning more about the neurosis and PoLR functions, it would make a lot of sense that those would be Ni and Fe for me.
One other thing that I considered was relationships. I DEFINATELY get along with ENFPs WAY more than I do ENFJs.
By now, it must sound crazy for me to doubt my type... it should be ISTP, right? Yet, I can still see Ti and Se as my stronger functions rather than Si and Te. This would line up more with the MBTI Ti-Se-Ni-Fe ISTP. I have noticed similar problems with other people; they think that they are an INFP (or something else) but come to realized that they fit more Fi-Ne so they have to change.
Wouldn't this hint towards the socionics choice of dominant functions to be wrong?