They say that if you can't explain something to a 5 year old child, you don't really understand it.
Reason and logic are not the enemies of magic or the occult.
I just thought your thoughts seemed jumbled and incoherent, maybe I am not on your level or whatever it is, I wonder though if you yourself understand what you are saying. It doesn't seem to me like you do, I could be wrong though.
You are.
If I have to explain it I will try later today or sometime in the near future. Although its not really that big a deal.