Originally Posted by
shining
You can almost always think freely (unless extreme potential occurrence), the dilemna for Alpha is to not be able to express its opinion, for Beta it's to be controled/submitted.
The thematic fear of Beta is not in the same proportion that the rest of the quadras i think, a lot more degrading and dark, so more terrifying to be in such situation, but i am totally guided by my subjectivity and maybe you or other perceive the thematic fear of other quadras as higher, or maybe i am ISTj which could can then explain it, or maybe my synthesis of the thematic quadra is bad, i don't know.
I am curious for you (and other LII), on abstract topic how much stamina do you have (considering your interest is neutral about the task to learn/think about) ?
I can't stay too long, i become tired really fast so it could induce being ISTj (or ADH or simply a lack of will to accomplish the task)