What is beauty? What is love?
Beauty is either emotions or something that looks aesthetically nice. Love is an emotion. So beauty=love
What are your most important values?
Do you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?
Yes, but they change. Because I want life to be something more than just going to work/school everyday with the occassional getting drunk on the weekends.
Opinion on war and militaries? What is power to you?
I dont really know. It doesn't bother me as long as im not in a war zone. Power to me is manipulation. Putting people in a cage without their consent is cheating.
What have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?
Probably just arguments. Oh and about when someone had double standards.
Interested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body?
Not really. No. I wish i had the control over myself to eat healthy and work out because i want to be fit- look good.
What do you think of daily chores?
Not fun obviously. I neglect a lot of them.
Books or films you liked? Recently read/watched or otherwise. Examples welcome.
I've only finished one book, The fifth child. I thought it was going to be more exciting. I like crime movies like Zodiac and Night crawler. Also depressing romantic movies like Her, Ruby Sparks, Lost in translation. My two favorite movies of all time are Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind and Donnie Darko.
What has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why?
Abandonment, betrayal, movies, people/animals dying. Cause it hurts.
Love, feeling like i belong, farts. Cause farts are funny.
Where do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging?
At a party, drunk and with my partner.
What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself?
I avoid things alot because of anxiety. Im bad at taking control over my life and doing something to change what i dont like.
Basically what i just said + my temper, very sensitive to feeling like i dont fit in, being easily swayed/confused by other peoples opinions.
What have people seen as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
When i really really want something I'll take action and work very hard towards it. This is like 0,001 percent of the time. People sometimes assume I'm smart and know everything in school because I look like a nerd? I don't really know. But i dont know anything.
I don't really like anything about myself.
In what areas of your life would you like help?
With school work, with anxiety, someone to make me happy. I would want someone to stand by my bed and cheer me on every morning and make me feel like i could do anything and i shouldnt give up on my dreams.
Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
What's that? I think i've been in a rut my whole teenage life.
What qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with?
Likes: Nice, smart, funny, supporting and honest people.
Dislikes: Rude, dumb, boring, criticizing and lying people.
Do you mean sociotypes? I dont know.
How do you feel about romance/sex? What qualities do you want in a partner?
I need it to be happy. I dont have any set qualities except you have to eventually love me and dont cheat on me. Attraction/being in loev is the most important quality i guess.
If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?
I don't think i want children.
A friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction?
Depends on the setting, generally i'd argue against them calmly until it gets successively more aggressive and i'll get riled up and until the other person backs down. I never back down and i get kind of disappointed when they do honestly, i cant calm down and want to keep going.
Describe your relationship to society. How do you see people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one.
How do you choose your friends and how do you behave around them?
I dont have the luxury to choose my friends. I behave nice unless they dont-
How do you behave around strangers?
Nice unless they dont.