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What is beauty? What is love?
Of course the definition of beauty varies from one person to another, but I believe for me it's the aesthetic aspect of it. Inner beauty also exists in my opinion but when I hear the word beauty I immediately think of nice art, jewelries, clothes and makeup.
Love is this deep connection, emotion, of putting someone or something before you; the feeling that you can't live without this one person or thing. I'm being a little extreme here but you get my point.
What are your most important values?
Something that's very important to me is to be kind to yourself and others, work ethics, creativity and a thirst of knowledge, equality and love.
Do you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?
I'm not a very religious person but I do believe there is some kind of a god out there, something very abstract and surreal that cannot be explained by religions and rules. I hold this belief because probably like any other person, I can't accept the fact that I'm not as significant as I'd like to think and I have to have a purpose, a reason for being put on Earth.
Opinion on war and militaries? What is power to you?
I hate wars and I wish they wouldn't exist, but they will never cease to exist because it's in the human nature and there will always be the ones who're unwilling to accept any point of view other than their own.
Power is having control over something, whether it is people, yourself, whatever etc. It's also will and ambition.
What have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?
I don't usually have long conversations, in my longest conversations I jump from one topic to another. I enjoy talking about politics, current events, the existence of god, funny stories, media, jokes, sex, anything that keeps my mind busy.
Interested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body?
Eh, sometimes I do, actually. I like to keep myself healthy and I enjoy bragging lol. I am very interested by it.
I am, I try to eat healthy and exercise as much as I can. I know I need to sleep exactly 8 hours a night (no less, no more) because if not I'll be tired for the whole day. I'm not one to stay up all night or wake up late. I'm very aware of my body; in addition I always wear makeup and nice clothes to make myself look good.
What do you think of daily chores?
Someone needs to do them, and more often than not it's me. I finish them off as early as I can so I'll have the rest of the day off. I don't like stuff bugging me for the whole day and I prefer work first and play later.
Books or films you liked? Recently read/watched or otherwise. Examples welcome.
A book that I loved is Pope Joanne, a feminist story in an interesting time (medieval times), and of course- Harry Potter, magic and alikes are fun to me, I love fantasy.
I enjoy comedic movies that most of its cast is females (dunno why, it makes it funnier to me), animation and musicals.
What has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why?
My cousin told me that I end up taking too much responsibility on myself and I end up falling apart and not helping at all, which was hard for me to hear because I really wanted to help and do well. In general I cry because someone has hurt me (usually pointed out one of my flaws or betrayed me in a way), or a very sad moment in a film (I cry over everything).
I smile a lot, I think. Jokes, friends, family, and things I like. Those make me smile.
Where do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging?
In bed, sleeping Mhm, unsure, I feel at home when I travel in Europe and everything around me is green, cold and rainy.
What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself?
People think that my weaknesses are either me being uptight and maybe a bit anxious, or that someone might take advantage of my good nature. Other than that, people don't see many weaknesses in me.
What I dislike about myself is of course, the ones stated above. Also, I'm a perfectionist and sometimes I'd like to just relax and not care. I care too much. I think I like myself as a person a lot, and have made peace with my flaws a long time ago. I'd like to stand up for myself a bit more because I can let people step on me sometimes and I hate that. I'd love to live more in the moment. I'd like to be louder.
What have people seen as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
People see me as quiet, sweet, creative, artistic, helpful, dependable, responsible, precise and self confident. I've heard people say that I'm perfect, kinda scary to be honest. I'm not perfect, no one is. No idea why I give that kind of vibe.
I like my goodness, my creativity and resourcefulness. I like my self confidence and I believe in shines through; I'm myself's best friend, and if people would be kind to themselves the world would be a better place.
In what areas of your life would you like help?
Mhm, not sure what this question means but I already do plenty of help around the house and in school, I guess I'd like to do more volunteer work because I think that's important but I currently don't have the time (school sucks), when I'll be free I'll do some charity work.
Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
When I'm stuck in a routine; exams, homework, nothing changes, a week after week. I get bored and a bit depressed. I get tired and restless; I am not as studious as usual. I try new things to spice up things a bit but I leave it after awhile.
What qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with?
I admire people who take charge, who take responsibility, who get the job done. I admire people who're creative, people with a vision who know where they're heading. I also admire goodness in people, a helpful person who is charitable- I can only admire. I dislike people who're close minded, unkind, rude and fake.
Types- mhm, if we're taking MBTI in account I tend to get along best with xSFPs, INFPs and ISTJs.
How do you feel about romance/sex? What qualities do you want in a partner?
It's good, I don't know if I want it now but someday probably. I need a partner with a good head on their shoulder, someone who's mean to everyone except me (muhahah), humorous, unemotional (I'm the sensitive one in the relationship!), and of course trustworthy and loyal.
My sister told me I must be a Lesbian (I'm Bisexual) for rejecting a really cute hot guy I dated- but he was rushing things too much (he asked me after two dates what I look for in a man and invited me to the hot tub, like man chillax I need time to think about this, and when I would text him one word texts we would get mad and say I'm disrespectful. Mhm k). My point is that he was annoyingly emotional and I couldn't deal with it.
If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?
Well, they need to grow up to be independent and on their own but still know I have their back. I would want them to be respectful (it can be taught) and curious (yes, I believe it can be taught as well).
Not sure how I would make it happen, but maybe try to let go a bit (though I know it will be hard for me once I'll have children cause I'm a bit of a control freak), encourage them to learn and not sure what else.
A friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction?
Depends on how important is the subject to me. If not so much, I'll shut up, if it's important I'll educate them nicely about my point of view and hear about theirs (and probably won't be convinced lol, but I'll say "okay let's drop this it isn't going anywhere good").
There was a question here about the relationship between me and society, and what are some problems with society nowadays or in general. Usually I would answer but this answer alone would take me 4 paragraphs and this wouldn't end and I'm tired so I'll gloss over that one
How do you choose your friends and how do you behave around them?
My friends are outcasts, almost always. Most of the times they're very weird, in a good way- mystical or whatever. Artistic and creative, deeper than most. I have a friend who likes to say each of us has something that's very different from everyone else, I believe she's right.
How do you behave around strangers?
Very kind and polite, I'm the kind of person who will say "Good day" and "Thank you" every time. I smile a lot (my sister says I'm like a ray of sunshine, a delight xD), I look very nice to others util I don't really want to hang out with them cause my energy level is very limited so I'd rather spend it on people who matter xD
Also, for visual identification purposes, here's a few videos of me blubbering. Don't watch all of them unless you want a brain damage.