• this is a little bit spooky, my first ever posting on a forum, I don't like social forums, but must admit, unknown makes unloved for sure, I'm a self-contained IEI, rewarding to be, but quite difficult to be in western society in the autumn of my life, fired and unemployed now and no-one seem to want to hire me again, I fear I'm looking incompetent for society, but hence all have once to be a "romaticus" or "essesin" and I will see when the candle of this role has been burned out, the three fates I have already met, begging to grant me some more time, they seem to grant me that