Why do I feel like every time I talk to or interact with everyone, I need to engineer whatever response I give or contribution I make to be more creative and innovative than them in attempt to be "superior?"
Why do I expect everyone around me to go apeshit if I drop a pin on the floor?
And if I expect them to go apeshit, why do I drop more pins than anyone else? Why can't I even realize I'm dropping so many pins on the ground?
How come every time you guys are over there talking and laughing and stirring up drama, you're fine, sane, healthy people, but whenever I express an emotion, you send over the authorities and you give me shit and try to put me away like some failed science experiment?