Good evening beauty,
No need to worry I am absolutely not angry.
My typing is in process so you can start by taking a breathe, smile and get back to your choice, if this something you are confident about
I am absolutely not a reference but rather a problem to solve
As @
Aylen I learnt a lot through that Lilith's thread, each person has different life experiences, cultures, education...
Since you've mentioned me, I am sorry, I will speak a bit about myself, so you could compare a bit more.
I think that I am 1w2 but I may be wrong here, you know.
I do come across very aloof in videos mainly because I feel really awkward and stressed as hell in front of the camera.
I am funnier and cheerier IRL, especially when I am with people.
The reason I cannot be EIE is that I DO NOT need people to do things. I am way better spending my time alone.
I can go eating to a restaurant alone during my lunch break and do that at least once a week. Not specifically for the food even if it's nice too, but to breathe and get my spirit free from people.
But I can choose to be around them from time to time and then I am very social.
Just need a lot of time to recover afterwards, otherwise I get really grumpy.
As I said, none of the descriptions fits me. I am not a sweet IEI flower nor a cold blooded INTp mastermind for example.
Why am I talking about INTp, it's because I tested as INTJ in MBTI (online and during the official assessment), supposed to be ILI in socionics.
The first socionics test I took gave me LII, then ILI. I tried it again a few minutes ago, I got IEI 2Ni, but I wonder if I am just not influenced by the forum?
I also tried this one :
http://www.socionics.com/sta/sta-1-r.html?0:::
I got INTj as conscious, INTp as unconscious and INFp in the reversed mode
I cannot speak for others but I crave attention and at the same time feel awkward when I get too much of it.
I can relate to the bold part.
For emotional manipulation, I always win in debates, discussions, conflictual conversations.
Mainly because I almost never start those and I just know where and how to lead to make people feel guilty if needed
Compared to you I can have outbursts sometimes. If there is no one around, I am capable either to hit the wall with my feet and end up by injuring myself or feel such a victim for my stupidity, I also happen to blame myself for all the problems of the world.
I learnt to build strong personal boundaries and do enjoy having a lot of dignity (not saying this is not your case
) so that's why I avoid as much as I can nagging, whining or any drama queenish like stuff.
I can also be loud, emotional and dramatic, I just learnt to deal with it ... I know where it comes from, thanks to father Freud.
Anyhow, you are who you are... and besides, you seem to be a lovely person full of humour