Member Questionnaire 1 (carrina)What is beauty? What is love?
beauty: something that appeals to basic animal instinct that is made to be refined and easier for the subconscious human mind to accept.What are your most important values?
Beauty varies between people depending on what that person wishes to experience.
acceptance, love, bluntness,Do you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?
I believe all religions in the form of history.Opinion on war and militaries? What is power to you?
Power is the ability to control oneself and to care for others. Military power on the other hand is the stacking of resources for use to move weaker individuals out of the wanted resources.What have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?
Physics, supernatural things, and personal feelings. Things I want to understand better. I like to ask people about themselves and discuss similarities and maybe give advice.Interested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body?
I have spent allot of time gathering information about how the body works with the world around it. I studied healthcare but don't agree with the industry. I need toward holistic methods so moved to a different area of study, although I did well. I like to exercise and try to create the body I want.What do you think of daily chores?
I don't do chores as much as I should but do think about it. I don't allow visitors to see my house a mess though.Books or films you liked? Recently read/watched or otherwise. Examples welcome.
requium for a dream, swan song, angels within us, the bible, non fiction,What has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why?
I recently cried when I watched a science documentary about neutrinos. Parent child relationships make me cry. I smile when people are stupid.Where do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging?
intimate moments (non awkward ones only). In the woods. Hippy gatherings, drum circles, by myself.What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself?
People think that I am not practical because I like to imagine how things could be better. They say I believe in conspiracy theories, which I don't, I find facts then let it go. I tend to believe in a better future but actually find ways to work toward that instead of just dreaming. What have people seen as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
Being uncertain is one thing I don't like about myself.
People think that I'm the "take no b/s" type. My friends have seen me in action a few times. I don't personally see myself the same way they do but whatever. I'm a pretty good mother. One thing I like about myself is that I am not superficial or materialistic and hate small talk.In what areas of your life would you like help?
Making decisions, having better self esteem, and letting loose. Other than that, I would really like to do my own thing.Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
If I end up in a rut I don't get stuck there no matter what. I get way too frustrated with myself.What qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with?
Sometimes I procrastinate if I don't want to complete a task but I usually get it done because I have to.
I hate people that can't be real. People who have to make up stuff to pump up their ego. People who don't give respect. I demand respect. I also give it. My biggest pet peive is when someone is being taken advantage of. I will become a raging tiger if you do this to someone I feel like is under my care.How do you feel about romance/sex? What qualities do you want in a partner?
Good qualities in a partner: knows what they want, has confidence, is not superfical, knows how to appreciate the small things, likes to try new things. Can be tender enough to open up and help me do so. Proactively sets high standards for himself and attempts to attain those things.If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?
Romantically just the ability to come together and get close emotionally (or atleast attempt to, that is acceptable also).
making sure that child is happy, energetic, balanced, emotionally strong, curious, caring, respectful of adults.A friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction?
Inside: are you fucking joking?Describe your relationship to society. How do you see people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one.
Outside: so you believe (this and this and this)? I think this and this because this. I can't stand when people aren't open minded.
People as a whole are okay i guess. I can't judge people as a whole. One social problem is greed of course. society should look out for each other as a group. When the group is strong, the individuals are strong vica versa.How do you choose your friends and how do you behave around them?
I choose my friends based on how I feel around them. I am quiet and playful. Sometimes I like to get loud and seek attention with crudeness but only if its serving a purpose of everyone having a good time.How do you behave around strangers?
There are two facets here. If I am driven and purposefull, I try to appear to be polite, I usually ignore people due to awkwardness and Small talk is a no go for me. If I am exited and caffeinated then I have fun conversations.