What effect do you want to have in the world? As in - what social pressure do you feel? This social pressure that you feel is something that you MUST conform to - like an awkward teenager. But this social pressure is something that you do not understand. But despite that you do not understand it, you feel that pressure... as a result, when you are a success you wish that everybody praised you for abilities in this unknown area of social conformity.
Example, the Robespierre type wants (subconsciously) to be the world’s greatest lover, praised for his ability to make love, his sexual stamina, and desirability. He does not understand love and sex. As a result he spends a great deal of time feeling ugly, awkward, dorky, undesirable. He feels as if he looks funny, even if he is handsome. He wants to be praised for his beauty. So he imagines that his creative Ne will create something incredibly cool like a theory or insight. All the girls will love him now, because he is now a member of the intelligentsia. He will be awesome if he is a member of the intelligentsia. He will so totally get laid if he was really a member of the transnational elite intelligentsia who rules the world as the global overlords. He would not feel dorky anymore if he was the jet set intellectual overlord, teaching at an Ivy League school, meeting the President, addressing the UN, making talk show appearances, with a bestselling book that is required reading for all college sophomores. He is not a dork any more, he gets laid all the time now. He is a member of the intelligentsia – kind of like Leon Trotsky, Ralph Nader, Al Gore...
That is Robespierre's Mobilizing Si. So what is your subconscious insecurity that in a perfect world you would be endlessly praised for? Are you like Trotsky or something else?
For what do you want PRAISE!