I've never been able to put my finger on it and occassionally it still perplexes me and/or pisses me off that I just don't fit well with many people..
And it seems to turn out that the only friends I'm able to keep for long periods of time are gammas..
Anyways, I'm in class now and I'm surrounded by women, primarily Fe/Si and I feel so out of place.
I don't get them- their endless, mindless chatter. At times I absolutely appreciate an aspect of a certain few and vice versa but it's overall not very rewarding interaction.
I need more gammas in my day to day life for that friendly support system, maybe...
How the fuck do I do this?
I've three close friends that merely sprouted out of work or school or here but I need mo since most are too busy and/or live far away.
I see how clichey all the alphas I know/work/go to school with are and they all get along really well- a giant fluid social group. I don't need that.. Just a few more. Idk how they do it either, it's just a massive alpha orgy everywhere..