As far as IEI or ILI, both have cautious
so I don't particularly find IEI's or SEI's to be super emotional. They might have a nice smile or be aloof but usually they will be shy around strangers. They might look soft/receptive however, and can be diplomatic and polite.
There are big differences between
is of just something that is in the moment, a expression of a temporary emotion. It can be loud/quiet/expressed in varied ways but the purpose is to communicate this mood.
expresses personal principles and judgement which are not temporary, these are deeply held rationalizations and beliefs.
This passage could mean many things, but the #1 thing that is evident here is your preference for
. My analysis of your words is that you're
valuing while not having strong
, this would mean you're IEI.
Given your desire to flawlessly fit a model and not having a strong internal structure of your own, as well as your desire to have a outside perception of yourself, it seems you want this model to be given/imposed by another. This seems to be a super-id request from your dual
. I think IEI is a better typing for you than ILI and it's really unlikely you have strong
based on what you have said.