So I've been thinking about myself and my social abilities.
When it comes to conversation, I'm very adept when it comes to teaching people things. I'm an extrovert when we're playing sports, and I'm an extrovert when I go to the gym and get to learn from other people how they do things, and I'm very confident and outgoing when playing paintball... in fact, any sort of ACTIVITY I'm taking part in, I have absolutely no problem walking up and talking to people.
However, when I'm at social gatherings... I'm suddenly inept and scared of talking to people.
Now, when it comes to IEI's, I know where they are. I know how to find them... but I'm too damn scared to do that. They're all hanging out at these social gathering type places, the places I'm terrified of going to.
it almost feels like they're on the edge of the world, all congregating in a place where I'll never really be able to get to because its so scary.
I'm wondering... could this be an example of confident Se dominance and insecure Fe hidden agenda?
When I go to church meetings I always feel like a damn awkward bumpkin. The good thing is, people almost always come up and welcome me into the group, which is nice. But everytime, I just feel completely out of place... like I dont' belong there. I'm too cold blooded to be hanging around with those people.
Anyway, I need some sort of solution. Any ideas? Thoughts on the issue at hand?
This is how I feel when I'm surrounded by people I'm supposed to converse with.