Earlier at the store while standing in line i saw this woman and i immediately had the pscyhoanalization of her that she was a mean person. It was like just one of those things about somebody that you sense instantly/instinctively you know? And then one time she said "I don't mean to cut in front of you I sooo don't want to be that type of person oh my god I dislike when people do that to me!!!" (even after she already did and then stepped back) It confused/startled me. And it just seemed weird to me, like was I accurate at psychoanalyzing this person and she was trying to do the opposite just to save her social graces, or was I completely wrong or what. It's like she did the exact opposite of what I had thought but in this kind of fake way - as if to attempt to manipulate my perception of her. Sort of as if she was testing boundaries and it creeped me out a little. Like maybe you are cruel. Just accept it I don't mean to morally judge you too harshly but spotting evilness & genuine heartedness in ppl is something I kinda do well okay? I don't think that's very special just a normal human trait or whatever. Maybe something happened to her that made her a bitch and she doesn't like herself for it. I don't know. But the bright side of my social phobia is I'm able to see people really well even if I have a hard time doing the 'fake social nice thing' that normal people do you know?
Dexter: Normal people are so scary.
hahaa so true. =/