This might just be a personal quirk, lol. Does anyone else fear "locking" themselves into a specific life? Like a specific career, or a specific city, or a specific social class, etc. Perhaps it's just fear of commitment or general anxiety or immaturity or something else, but I get a paralyzing fear when I am on the verge of making a decision that will have long-term effects. I actually found myself feeling really anxious and resentful when I decided on pursuing the career path I have. I feel it's something I could do for two years max, and then have to move on to something else. Even now, I find myself having to tell myself "I'm just laying down a back-up career so that I have something to fall back on support myself with" just to get myself through classes. I feel the need to keep life open-ended, so that I feel like anything can still be possible.