Like many here, I've become enthralled with the concept of type but experience a dilemma as to where I belong in the whole framework. Here are some facts about myself which may shed some light:
-Although in reality I'm a loser, a lowly maggot wracked with pathetic failure, I fantasize constantly of barricading myself on the moon in some underground fortress with robot slaves and no people around that force me to do their bidding and be victimized by their plays for power, drama, and status. I crave solitude and enjoy fellowship with animals since I more easily feel companionship with them. The only aspect of myself that I know for certain is that I'm an introvert. The other three letters are hidden in smog. The tests ask me if I prefer order to chaos or love to justice and I just don't know - Which is perhaps why I've felt like a fear-stricken maggot being rooted out by a starving pig my whole life.
-I was a lazy, unmotivated student that dropped out of high school for being hopeless.
The paradox is that I'm a ravenous reader that enjoys reading about science, politics, and
pretty much everything else, but don't read a lot of fiction since I often just can't
get into it.
-I love nature and being outside. I'll probably end up living like the unabomber in some
shack out in the woods somewhere with no electricity or running water.
-I'm generally lazy and unmotivated in life and despised by people for my low
socio-economic status and bad work ethic. My main motivation in life is just to be left
alone since I see most of the striving in life as pointless and needlessly
stressful. All I care about is having the general basics of survival. And yes, I know
I'm a loser, no need to remind me of this fact. I hear about it constantly. I often
wish I had been born into an ancient hunter-gatherer tribe instead.
-I'm not a huge fan of unfettered capitalism since it mostly caters to greedy pigfaces
and slave drivers who lack any kind of concern for the welfare of society and nature
as a whole.
-I would describe myself as philosophically being an anarchist although I know it wouldn't
work in reality because of all of the domineering assholes out there who would turn life
into constant bloodshed. I pretty much despise political authority, I see them all as
self-serving jackasses who really don't care about the society they pretend to serve.
-I've only had two girlfriends in life, both of which I stopped seeing suddenly without
officially breaking up with them and they both told me I was a neglectful piece of shit
that sucked as a boyfriend once they tracked me down. Even though I've often wished I
was good at romance and could hold a meaningful relationship together, the reality is that
I just suck at it and don't show affection very well.
-I'm not at all spiritual or religious, and I believe life to be accidental and pointless.
However I feel no animosity toward spiritual people unless they use their religion to
enslave others. Oddly enough I tend to feel attracted to people who feel that life has a
higher purpose even though I do not believe that way myself.