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I think we are here because of this...
Once upon a time there was a beautiful, pure princess who lived up in the sky. She was fair and holy and empathetic and kind and wise and giving and forgiving, the type of woman every man wanted to be with. She looked down at her kingdom with respect. Everything was so neat and pretty.... until one day, a male vampire came and bit the princess in the sky....her blood, mixed with the demon blood- created demons and half-demons and human beings, and we are essentially just half-demons ourselves.
The reason this happened is interesting though. The princess realized that the land she once saw, wasn't her land- but a reflection of an ideal that she wanted to see. But she was deluding herself , in essence, she was living in an imaginary world. The male vampire made her bleed real blood (hence why real life women menstrate), and as soon as the droplet of blood hit the earth- things changed. Nothing was ideal or seemed right anymore. Sociopaths, psychopaths were born, those with the biggest hearts got unfairly shat upon the most, the only solution it seemed would be to become tougher yourself. Instead of following the heart, most chose to follow knowledge instead.
Then the princess also realized that she wanted to truly love 'another' which was so difficult, but was necessary for a true creation of a real world that wouldn't fade away like the other one. With this came conflict, time, pain, and death and ego- so she realized that she herself, actually created the male vampire. The pure male is brutal and sadistic and psychopathic. Strong and not kind, not forgiving- the pure male energy, opposite of the female, she created it, in order to give birth to a world. A world that just wasn't a reflection of herself, because she knew that in time- the reflection would make herself disappear and she would 'lose herself' by being in herself so much, so she wanted a real world. Based on bodies and based on corporealization.
She couldn't just make the male as loving as her, because that would be just more stagnant narcissism. The world she looked down to was already like that and it was already fading away, quick. As the reflection was fading away, so was she- and to save herself she had to paradoxically try to kill herself. So she intentionally made man different, and knew that the pure male vampire- would try to attack her as soon as he was manifested. This attack quickly became erotic and tense (hence all our psychological struggles with sex and being attracted to 'bad boys'), as he too was mixed with her essence as she was of him. And so you got the yin-yang duality of the entire universe. Men are mostly selfish assholes but there's a nice guy deep down in there somewhere. Likewise; women are mostly good- but there's a sociopathic bitch deep down in there as well.
And then you have an insane world, where men and women are disgusted by one another, but also- magnetically attracted to each other. A world in which homosexuals, who understand metaphysical principals better than everybody else, are either unfairly discriminated against or worshipped as the highest good, depending on their physical circumstances and environment. You have a world where people are killing each other, shooting it up or shooting each other- a world where love exists, but is always balanced with pain and hate and destruction. With all this comes the search of an identity as well as love, the search for security as well as freedom.
The short answer to your question: You will never stop figuring it out! The question to why are you here... the answer is that the story never ends.
It couldn't be any other way, otherwise we would have been vaporized as a reflection.
The Bible says man came first and not women- that is obviously false. Women are vessels of pure creations, carrying life inside of them... we come from women, women don't come from us. Everything in the Bible is backwards, because it's an attempt to understand life how it was like up in the ideal heaven, but why we are here- is always bittersweet, because we can only exist, if our hearts are broken. That is the ultimate conundrum. Everybody hates a broken heart, we all know what it feels like to have a broken heart- yet w/o our hearts breaking, we just wouldn't exist or have any sort of consciousness.
I hope you liked this story from an INFp storyteller.
I wish you well even though problems and pain are always inevitable.
Love you.
=)
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Dolphin stop drinking so much or I'll take advantage of you.
She is wiseWhy I love LSEs:
beyond words
beautiful within
her soul
brighter than
the sun
lovelier than
love
dreams larger
than life
and does not
understand the
meaning of no.
Because everything
through her, and in her, is
"Yes, it will be done."
Originally Posted by Abbie
God is omnisexual, asexual, and teleiosexual.The Bible says man came first and not women- that is obviously false.
Naturally he had the woman's creative energies, as well as the man's foresight to create the first Adam (omnisexual0. At the same time, he is not sexually attracted (asexual) to anyone because he's also sexually complete in himself (teleiosexual) for the above reasons.
She is wiseWhy I love LSEs:
beyond words
beautiful within
her soul
brighter than
the sun
lovelier than
love
dreams larger
than life
and does not
understand the
meaning of no.
Because everything
through her, and in her, is
"Yes, it will be done."
Originally Posted by Abbie
aww there was some magical INFp wisdom in it!Originally Posted by BulletsAndDoves
I read this thread while getting my face steamed and listening to aladdin in the background. It was amazing.
I'm glad you liked it, aquagraph. And Jenna too, I'm assuming? <3
I can show you the world. Even though I don't wanna fuck you, I will romance you dear princesses just lets take this ride. A whole new world, there's disney CGI birds in the distance, a shining sparkling point of view. No matter how high we go, or how low our troll posts go... I will share a 16types adventure story with YOOOOU.
Hey that actually fit lmao!
AndYeah, very enjoyable read
Your story + "I have this childhood dream of being a ballerina" by dolphin
Aww, you two = <3!
The Incan Empire had two major deities, one was similar to the concept of mother earth and the other was the sun god, Inca means "children of the sun" I think, and its not too far from the truth and the earth is basically star dust, and all life that evolved from the earth would then be stardust.
The act of stardust being thrown out and forming planets which orbit stars seems strikingly similar to the way male plants will spread pollen, except in this case a star at it's death will spread stardust as the pollen for new worlds. Once these new worlds or even stars take root though they become the grounds for nuturing new forms of life and elements (which are created in stars) which seems strikingly feminine.
It seems like once you zoom in or out far enough life isn't so split up into male or female, certain species of life may even contain male and female attributes -- plants in particular have this characteristic. Stars themselves seem to pollenate the galaxy on their death with stardust, while also giving rise to new elements forged in their core -- serving both male and female archetypes.
If you want to talk christian theology, this is likely what is meant by eve being created from adam's ribbone... it's the critical moment of division, male being separate from female. Early lifeforms do not have a stark contrast between male and female, the division of sex seems to have evolved later on.
Yeah star/galaxy/cosmic powers are like....the ultimate representation of 'Divine Mother/Divine Queer' energy. Like a narcissistic hollywood fag that is really high up in life and kinda talks down to everybody from their Sarah Jessica Parker-esque vantage point. Hee hee. It's like you know mixed, drag queen- pat from saturday night live. Funny, comical, inspiring. An actor. A superstar. It's like Zac Effron from Disney's Highschool Musical wanting to be a basketball player and a singer.
But the closer you get, the more you see somebody's true gender. The more you get to know the drag queen and come back down to earth the more you see these dichotomies. Yeah from the higher up vantage point 'everybody is just a starry stardust ******' but then the closer you get to them, the more you realize their differences. And I think you know, I think that's okay. I mean the more you realize their true unique gender, whether it be more male or more female, the more likely it is they will annoy you, but there's something to be said about helping somebody 'for real' instead of from a nacissistically beautiful way from a safe distance.
Some people might not be able to do both. Some of us aren't .... stars. Some of are just fallen gray golems that do the real hard work for everybody else. They are the true champions to me. The true stars!
And part of the reason why I can't help but earth-ize things is cuz I'm a Capricorn. So I mean I will always remember 'I'm a brute sports playing str8 guy' and 'im kinda shy and sensitive and like to play video games gay man ishly' from high school. And all the conflict and pain and emo-ness that that evoked.
Ok yea I get your whole cosmos versus earthly dichotomy.
I don't know where I am, maybe a bit more cosmic than earthly? Hopefully not in a narcissistic disney hollywood kind of way? I'd like to think of myself more in line with an e5, kind of prone to observe things from space from time to time.
It's pretty strange that dolphins are found in ponds
She is wiseWhy I love LSEs:
beyond words
beautiful within
her soul
brighter than
the sun
lovelier than
love
dreams larger
than life
and does not
understand the
meaning of no.
Because everything
through her, and in her, is
"Yes, it will be done."
Originally Posted by Abbie
It is in the quietness of the soul that hearts intertwine, the emptiness of life that living is understood, the darkness of night that light can be seen.
You have not found, but when you are seeking, it will find you; that which you seek.
She is wiseWhy I love LSEs:
beyond words
beautiful within
her soul
brighter than
the sun
lovelier than
love
dreams larger
than life
and does not
understand the
meaning of no.
Because everything
through her, and in her, is
"Yes, it will be done."
Originally Posted by Abbie
Nice comparisons.
Sex partly evolved so mitochondria would stop killing the egg alongside each other as they compete to be included in the offspring. Female transmit mitochondria to their descendance and male don't, problem solved. Gamete size difference explained. And mysterious families where only females are born explained. (I'll find the link one day )
Reason is a whore.
We want peace
Woooo
We wanna peace of mind
But, for a certainty, back then,
We loved so many, yet hated so much,
We hurt others and were hurt ourselves...
Yet even then, we ran like the wind,
Whilst our laughter echoed,
Under cerulean skies...
I look around the world and see the negativity we spread, and I think, man, why people gotta suck?
So maybe its true if I was rich I would be a huge douche too and not share and understand the idea of having millions of people suffering at my expense.
...
So forreal can we start killing these fucks already
I know the Occupy groups are being gay and leaving shit all over the place and being douchebags, but seriously I think the criticism of them as stupid socialists is unfortunate publicity for a sentiment that deserves attention. Corporations and money hoarding assholes are bringing our country down. Honestly I talk a lot of shit about the US and I consider leaving every day that I live here, but it's not because of what we really are. I see this country as a positive step socially and economically, and I do believe that we are a shining beacon of freedom that has so far lead the world in a really positive direction. We have succeeded where the Greeks failed in spreading democracy, which, while its abused and distorted just like every ideal system of rule, is at least taking a positive step in allowing the ruled to have some say in the actions of their rulers. The problem is that there is so much bureaucracy and bullshit that shitty fucks are allowed to get into power...just like in any other system. A man should be judged by the quality of his word, not the quality of his piss. But in our system, whoever has the biggest stream wins. What the fuck can we do about that? Probably not much.
What we need is brain scans. Yes, brain scans for all elected officials.
I dunno. We need to figure out some way to keep an eye out for the dicks.
All I can say is
Let the sun shine.
But, for a certainty, back then,
We loved so many, yet hated so much,
We hurt others and were hurt ourselves...
Yet even then, we ran like the wind,
Whilst our laughter echoed,
Under cerulean skies...
lol gilded feudalism. "here comes democracy, choose your leader!" um... die?
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