Soooo, I can't argue with 30+ people who all agree on the same thing...
The Ni Gammas are all saying I'm not being true to myself, which I admit I'm not sure I understand what they mean, at least it took a long time to get.
The Ti Betas are all saying how stupid and delusional I'm being, by typing LSI.
The Fi Deltas all... disagree. At least politely. They were the nicest about it. But they still disagreed.
And I even alienated myself among my fellow Alpha.
I'm not making a new thread to say anything profound. But I would like to at least say that I was not typing LSI deliberately, to be a troll, or anything like that.
I don't know... I see a new idea, and consider it, measure it against what I know, and can very much see it to be true. It's hard to be consistent in my thinking. Just scanned the other thread, couldn't find the post, I guess they deleted it, so I can't give credit, but someone mentioned that they thought I was dual-seeking. They thought I was seeking an explanation.
I'm wondering, perhaps this is why ESEs need LIIs? Basically, to be more consistent in their thinking, so they don't piss everyone off.
Another random thought, perhaps this is common among Fe-leading types, who need Ti? I know, sorry to use Gilly as an example, but a lot of people consider him EIE, including me, and I know a lot of people get mad at him for making a lot of self-type threads, just like I do...
I guess... could I almost be appointed a trustee? Lol. Preferably someone with Ti-ego. Because what happened now is the same thing that happened, back when I thought I was ESTp, I changed to ESE because that's what everyone thought... then I started seeing LSE, and the rest of the story goes on, blah blah blah.
So... I don't want to be annoying to everyone in the future... I myself am tired of my own self-type threads, and being confused. But I can't guarantee I won't think another type AGAIN, in the future, considering my past! So, I ask for someone, who would be kind enough, in the future at any point when I am considering another type, to please punch me in the head. That, or rationally remind me why I'm ESE.
And... I know I didn't need to make another thread to explain to everyone why I'm changing back... (some people dare accuse me of liking attention! ) but it's quicker, it gets everything out in the open, and... it's just more fun too.
Have a great day.