In Delta domain.
Whats delta domain ?
Wherever they want to be.
"And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don't believe in magic will never find it." -Roald Dahl
It's pretty cool
sorry for this useful thread who stems from my inherent bad mood.
Im into computerscience, and it begin really to annoy me. This was funny to learn, but endless repetition of fast paced problem where you dont learn anything really new combined with some relationnal difficultie begin really to make me feel inexistant behind a wall of anxiety.
Passion in the bedroom.
A domain in a sense.
When I was young I was into piano, having great potential and compose some small stuff at age of 7 or 8.
Before all this shitty anxiety, pressure and somewhat social phobia begin.
Its somewat my dream (anyway im much more into electronic music now), but time ive lose and frequent lack of motivation and the general sucking aspect of my life make me think its too late, im just good at anxiety, forum consulting, reading random stuff especially if psychologically oriented, searching reassurance, do normal shit.
I begin to doubt if my personnality type can influence the fact that Ill never realize me, seem to be true for this moment.
yes, at least this domain is okay. Positive point !Passion in the bedroom.
And in general point of view, wich are domain of other EII here ?
What do you mean you will never realize you?
Make what I want to make, its now I long time i wanna be into music.
I know too that the ideal/reality stuff will never resolve (I know now why I think like that, thank to socionic )
This is why im scaterred.
Strangely other INFj I know arent like that, they often are into their cause, and never have this style of thougt. At least this isnt appearant...
Why do you feel inferior?
Idk. its somewhat natural. Ive 1000000 theorie about this, but theorie arent useful, they are just interpretation, Ne musing. The ultimate fact is that I feel inferior and dont know what to do.
Stop feeling inferior and do what you're good at.
When im into bad mood its actually better for me to feel inferior, cause im always very jerky if I express me.
My father is a bit the contrary : the more he is bad, the more he is anti self depreciation and rely to a ill Fi (hes EII too). Hes often jerky : ive the example of what to not do at home.
Hes close to be passive aggressive. Im much more close to be avoidant. I think its better, at least other are less psychologically destroyed.
thx, but you know Its now a long time I doubt what im good at. I should just do. I know. but its hard. The worst is that im really aware of my pb, but lack something who can resolve it...Stop feeling inferior and do what you're good at.
In a socionic view, I can say that I use Ne for defense and self depreciation at the same time, less and less connected to something more productive.
You should probably start with identifying what makes you feel inferior and resolve the issues.
EIIs aren't useless, we just have a difficult job, so makes us seem not as competent.