For those that do not know me, I am Somavision, I also post as The Penetrator.
I have had typing threads before, it is my intenttion that this be the last.
The reasons for starting this new thread are many and varied, since the time I became interested in socionics the only serious self typings I have had are IEE and ILE and I have found myself on the whole being more than comfortable with my normal self typing of IEE. I've started to write a few of these posts recently and found myself deleting them before posting, as through my own writing I often found the answers to questions that perhaps I was not aware of when I started to write, there is a chance that this may happen again, however I intend to post this regardless even if just to record and solidify the the process of discovery.
I am at a point of transition in my life, aware that to reach my potential I need to take risks, that i have become too comfortable after previous times of transition and that it is time for me to grow further. This unsettled moment is in my eyes a response to different paths that are now apparant but which were earlier clouded by action and life and change.
I want to keep all that is good in my life without settling, to explore and to grow and to experience all that is new. I still have adventures however they are less spontaneous, more responsible...
The stagnation is leading me back to cigarettes, a vile curse that I had last escaped when I left my last coorporate employment. Work is a nuisance...
My girlfriend is amazing... I'm moving in with her next month, and I'm worried about losing my independance.
OK, I think that this thread had nothing to do with my type and everything to do with my general frustration and my fear of stagnation. Before all this I would say rock n' roll and whatever pain or hardship I was in I knew that it was only me I had to answer to, I've been in this situation again and I recoil at making the same mistake.
I think I need to take some chances, act in good faith and rock n' roll.
However as previosly stated I will post this and will gratefully receive any kind of feedback whatsoever.
ILE or IEE or Other?
Thanks for reading.