Iíve decided I never written any good description of myself here and now itís a good time for me to do it. A good time basically because I just graduated and have experienced many changes in my personality and my identity and finally I can speak about it.
My day usually starts with a cup of coffee and a cigarette. I love summer because I can go into my balcony and greet the sun there, watch the city and see how it changes through seasons and years. I am not quitting smoking even though I started having breathing problems because in the world where everyone is in a hurry smoking lets me to have a break and get away from this world at least for several minutes.
On my free time I enjoy watching French and Italian movies or reading about economy and politics. I do lots of drawing and write stories and poetry. However, not in English. Unfortunately I am not good enough for that yet but in next 10 years I may be.
I do enjoy meeting new people but I am rarely the first one who makes contact with strangers. Even though the most of those who know me in reality would say that I am very social I find myself insecure a lot of times when communicating and I am not very open. I dose my emotions and yet I often friends ask me why am I sad at the times when I am not sad but serious. I have very high expectations for people. People who cannot take risks in life seems hopeless to me. People who donít have good manners also. I cannot stand passively pushy(if this term exist) people . I only react to direct confrontations otherwise I am hard as a stone and go along the path I have chosen for me.