i am so young. but so tired... i recently joined this website to find some anwsers. im hoping perhaps some like minded people who have already been where i am at now can help me. i want to find happiness within myself and not look to other people. i am a great actor, you may never know what im really feeling. i have this horrible way of not allowing myself to become vunerable, and show who i really am aside from when i literally force myself. does this come with age and confidence?