Being open and honest with my emotions... Well not so much hate as the experience of being open with them is actually painful to me. I mean sure I would like to be but it's just so damn scary and nerve racking and just horrible. Well the positive ones anyway, I can tell anyone how much they suck or why I hate them or what I don't like.
Can't tell anyone anything positive though. Unless it's habit like saying "I love you" to my mom and aunt.
Or I'm drunk as shit apparently.