Hello, I am new here. I have been trying to figure out what my socionics type is but I'm not sure. So i'll ask for help with selftyping.
I have looked at all type descriptions at Wikisocion, and identify with parts of ILE, SLE, LII and LIE descriptions but nothing seems to match entirely.
I am almost 30 years old. I spend most of my time at work (usually 70-80 hours a week), it's a technical/scientific job. I don't always enjoy the job but I have to push myself to work hard because of competition, or otherwise my career plans will be screwed in a few years.
Centering life around work is something that comes up in LIE descriptions but I think I'm probably not LIE because I don't get along well with ESIs (or at least I am annoyed by people who are closedminded and pushy).
I am not sure if I'm introverted or extraverted, I can go entire day without saying a word or I can be very talkative depending on mood and circumstances. Whether I'm talkative or not does not depend on how well I know the people around me: I can sometimes be chatty with strangers and quiet around the people that I know well, and the other way around at other times. Although the quiet state is more frequent, I feel better in the talkative state.
A lot in ILE and LII descriptions matches who I am (everything that is about liking to analyse things and to make up theories about the world). However, I think my actual life doesn't fit alpha quadra values (Si) because I hardly ever have any time for relaxation. So either: I don't belong to alpha quadra, or I have a mistaken idea about what alpha quadra behaviours are.
Out of beta quadra types, I think SLE descriptions fit the best but I'm not sure if I can be Se leading as I am often absentminded. I identify with the willpower part of Se descriptions though.
I don't think I'm any of the delta types.
Does anyone have an idea about what type I am or suggestions about how I could go about self-typing? I am not going to post pictures or more detailed selfdescriptions because I don't like to post that kind of stuff on the internet.