Ok basically I have been into this stuff for about a month or longer. I started off thinking I was Entj....Entj.... then Intp.....now Intj.......
I have been using google and several sites but its all confusion. I have took alot of tests which humanmetrics leads to Intj. Basically I can relate to alot of them. Normally in school I was quiet, but sometimes I would get loose. I was always considered funny, but I seen myself as very reserved. Not reserved like the people everyone noticed, that seemed scared of humans or some shit. I normally tryed to stay rational in my option. In school I failed grades, and got in alot of trouble my early years so I kinda settled down in highschool as far as behavior towards students, and teachers. I dont even think school is a good place to judge yourself though considering I would deff be INTj/p after I matured out of being a wildman.
Right now if I went out to a friends house normally im respectful to parents, and very quiet towards people I dont know. I always feel like there is a consiquence or something so I tend to analyze people to see if I can be my 17 year old self or be a more mature. Kinda like choosing whats right for the place. A example of that would be one of my friends who I have known for like 6+ years. I have been going over there the whole time and just recently have I started almost conversating to the parents. A example of other friends parents that I have a more recent friendship with I tend to try to come off as a very responsible, mature, respectful, considerate, catious, and aware of hygiene. I dont like parents to have the impression that im the typical stereotype pothead with a bad hidden agenda or something.
Other things about me would be that I can stay alone. Conversation is important to me, to learn, and its just healthy in my opinion. When I leave a social situation I normally analyze stuff that werent completely finished or left unknown to me. I come off confident, judgemental, open-minded, and stubborn (sometimes seriously, and somtimes im joking to piss someone off cause they get stubborn themself). My brother says I am pretty mean. I think he says that, because when I get aggravated I dont hold back what I believe. With that said I now realize that is being J of other people, and not being J of myself first or seeking to understand before I J.
Other then that I still have kinda the soft side where I stick up for the underdog or someone who is getting picked on by someone not being rational. I am pretty cocky, and tend to piss of the people with a big ego. I have had problems with the people full of themselfs, because im quick to say that im better then them or something lol. If someone wins a fight I will tell people it was done wrong or unfair, and that person is a pussy or something. I dont like loud people, or people who are ugly with no shame that cause trouble or a scene. Troublemakers in general always piss me off fast depending on how serious the big picture is.
I dont know what else to really say to not mix this whole thing up more (I suck a writing). Here is a picture of me that shows my gangsta....