fellow betas, do you feel like you think about death more than other people? I definitely do. I think about death all the time. Even though it's not like I'm horribly depressed or anything. Nor do I worry about death, I just think about it, like as a part of life. I'm kind of fascinated by it. Is this a beta thing or a 4 thing, or what? I've always been drawn to cemeteries. When my twins were born we were living in New Haven and I used to push them in the stroller through the Yale cemetery and read the tombstones, they were super interesting--you could see like when a family was hit with illness there would be a bunch of child deaths within a short time. Some of those in that cemetery were really old for the US, like 1700s.