I think I am falling in love with my IEI friend. But I couldn't say sure because I have never felt myself falling in love before.
I feel as though I have just woken up. As though everything is different, as though I am like my old self, but far better. And he doesn't just see pieces of me or what he wants to see, he sees everything. It's like all the walls melt away and I feel so alive, nobody has made me feel like this before.
I completely understand what you other IEIs are talking about.
I don't know if he wants me (that's scaring the shit out of me) but it's too late to leave him now, I am all caught up .
What does falling in love feel like? Or is this just the way being with another IEI feels?
It breaks my heart, I know I should not want this, I know this will combust one way or another, but I don't care. Maybe sometimes you just have to say fuck the system and be with the person that makes you feel alive.