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    Go nuts people.

    "So I'm sitting here, listening to my new George CD and trying to take the world in.

    Life is so strange. Really it is.

    This time a year ago my life was totally different, and sometimes I wonder if I'm going forwards or backwards, but I move nonetheless I suppose. I take it all in, so hopefully I have learned from all of my experiences.

    Yesterday was a big one. This week was tumultuous. This year has indeed been one of transition, to what I'm not sure yet. Lately it feels as if a normal day would be akin to a deep pool in the desert. They are usually mirages when they do appear

    I feel like I have died sometimes, and yet I am still here, the world still turns, I pinch myself and I'm alive and living this. And some days I cry. I've had days where I've cried all day alone. And I realise it gets me nowhere, and pick myself up again. But there is adventure to be had in such a life. So much self-discovery, learning of new passions, so much left unwritten. In many ways I have been offered a new life, simply by not living what was paved before me. I don't know where I go from here. It means anything can happen. Any wonderful thing. I can plan for something previously unimagined.

    Spending this time off and away from everything has given me more insight to myself. I know who I want to be, I know what I love, and what matters more than I used to know, even if I have lost a lot. I have that to be thankful for. People still look at me and judge by what they hear. Sometimes it hurts, but rarely is it true. In the past I would feel panicked, enraged, wronged, alone. Now, it still hurts, but I will not fight. I know who I am, and I know that the people who spend time with me value me, and this is all that matters. While others sour and scrutinise, I will focus on the positives, even if it fucking sucks and I want to scream. And for a while I will still feel that hurt, that rage, but with patience it seems to dissipate. That has been wonderful to learn and experience.

    I throw my passion into my art, into helping people and beyond that I simply focus on other things. And I believe there is good in everyone, and that grudges are not worth holding forever. If I think that there is good in someone and their attacks are simply circumstantial and based on rumour, I am truly free, and hopefully so are they. People can always grow.

    So tonight I feel like somewhat of an empty shell, but I suppose that leaves plenty of space for new and wonderful things to fill such a space to rent. This stage in my life is precisely that. It might suck sometimes, but it is going to leave me strong for all the good stages to come. Bring it on hey? "

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    Quote Originally Posted by Khola View Post
    Go nuts people.

    "So I'm sitting here, listening to my new George CD and trying to take the world in.

    Life is so strange. Really it is.

    This time a year ago my life was totally different, and sometimes I wonder if I'm going forwards or backwards, but I move nonetheless I suppose. I take it all in, so hopefully I have learned from all of my experiences.

    Yesterday was a big one. This week was tumultuous. This year has indeed been one of transition, to what I'm not sure yet. Lately it feels as if a normal day would be akin to a deep pool in the desert. They are usually mirages when they do appear

    I feel like I have died sometimes, and yet I am still here, the world still turns, I pinch myself and I'm alive and living this. And some days I cry. I've had days where I've cried all day alone. And I realise it gets me nowhere, and pick myself up again. But there is adventure to be had in such a life. So much self-discovery, learning of new passions, so much left unwritten. In many ways I have been offered a new life, simply by not living what was paved before me. I don't know where I go from here. It means anything can happen. Any wonderful thing. I can plan for something previously unimagined.

    Spending this time off and away from everything has given me more insight to myself. I know who I want to be, I know what I love, and what matters more than I used to know, even if I have lost a lot. I have that to be thankful for. People still look at me and judge by what they hear. Sometimes it hurts, but rarely is it true. In the past I would feel panicked, enraged, wronged, alone. Now, it still hurts, but I will not fight. I know who I am, and I know that the people who spend time with me value me, and this is all that matters. While others sour and scrutinise, I will focus on the positives, even if it fucking sucks and I want to scream. And for a while I will still feel that hurt, that rage, but with patience it seems to dissipate. That has been wonderful to learn and experience.

    I throw my passion into my art, into helping people and beyond that I simply focus on other things. And I believe there is good in everyone, and that grudges are not worth holding forever. If I think that there is good in someone and their attacks are simply circumstantial and based on rumour, I am truly free, and hopefully so are they. People can always grow.

    So tonight I feel like somewhat of an empty shell, but I suppose that leaves plenty of space for new and wonderful things to fill such a space to rent. This stage in my life is precisely that. It might suck sometimes, but it is going to leave me strong for all the good stages to come. Bring it on hey? "
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    ILE?!?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Khola View Post
    ILE?!?
    if I am wrong, pm me to tell me the right answer
    ILE "Searcher"
    Socionics: ENTp
    DCNH: Dominant --> perhaps Normalizing
    Enneagram: 7w6 "Enthusiast"
    MBTI: ENTJ "Field Marshall" or ENTP "Inventor"
    Astrological sign: Aquarius

    To learn, read. To know, write. To master, teach.

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    Quote Originally Posted by 1981slater View Post
    if I am wrong, pm me to tell me the right answer
    I dunno, just curious of everyone's opinions

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    iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii kinda wanna ponder it.

    but i think FiNe (INFj)

    ftw?*Raises eyebrows*
    "If you can find out little melodies for yourself on the piano it is all very well. But if they come of themselves when you are not at the piano, then you have still greater reason to rejoice; for then the inner sense of music is astir in you. The fingers must make what the head wills, not vice versa."- Robert Schumann

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    that sounds SEI to me.
    EII; E6(w5)

    i am flakey

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    Fe, leaning FeNi because of abstract, almost spiritual bent, self-drama, and dearth of concrete events, even when they are self-prompted. EIE>IEI.

    Yours, bee-san?

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    sounds very INFp to me
    Hi! I'm an ENFP. :-)

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    Quote Originally Posted by Gilly View Post
    Fe, leaning FeNi because of abstract, almost spiritual bent, self-drama, and dearth of concrete events, even when they are self-prompted. EIE>IEI.

    Yours, bee-san?
    you think?
    (i do think it might be bee's btw.)
    but, basically, i see Fe; most likely Fe-creative.
    and the things the writer talks about seem more Si with an Ni role.
    EII; E6(w5)

    i am flakey

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    I'm going to say IEI. I love what was written. LOVE.
    Nice to see a fellow Aussie on the board,.

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    Quote Originally Posted by shakealittle View Post
    I'm going to say IEI. I love what was written. LOVE.
    Nice to see a fellow Aussie on the board,.
    </3

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    Yeah it's me. This is why I flit between Ni and Si, lol.

    I'm too non-confrontational on this board. I'm a little more dramatic at home

    But honestly, who knows!?

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    Your ILE drama is purely Si, Bee.

    Troof.

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    IxFp, maybe INFp > ISFp. Reminds me of Synedoche, but like you don't regret your life and loathe your being. Slightly more grounded than that. You're cool. You're awesome, like some kind of Austrailian butterfly. I'm bored and got off work insanely late and am working off of four hours sleep last night. Wanted, as a film, was kind of lame. My opinion is not to be trusted right now, but this isn't about me.

    It's about bee!
    Moonlight will fall
    Winter will end
    Harvest will come
    Your heart will mend

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    Quote Originally Posted by munenori2 View Post
    IxFp, maybe INFp > ISFp. Reminds me of Synedoche, but like you don't regret your life and loathe your being.
    You got me on a good day

    Yesterday I was convinced the world was ending and that I deserved my punishment, lol.

    Munenori you crack me up!

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    Actually...I said I was listening to George. Considering they are somewhat unheard of even in Australia, here you go:

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    wtf@George.

    That's my guild name D:!

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    Quote Originally Posted by Gulanzon View Post
    wtf@George.

    That's my guild name D:!
    Are you still here?

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    Awesome song!
    Moonlight will fall
    Winter will end
    Harvest will come
    Your heart will mend

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    sounds ENFp to me.
    INTp

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    Quote Originally Posted by Khola View Post
    Are you still here?
    Only because of Mune, the Munifier.

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