So Fours disintegrate into Two and looking back I can notice this in my life.
What is this disintegration? As in, what causes it and how can I avoid it? If it's a bad process at all. I recognise it in myself when I feel the need to do something to see the recognition of love in others, I can only assume this is what it talks about.
I also (believe) I recognise my integration into a One. Last night we had some trouble in the Halls of Residence (Student Accommodation) with some "friends of friends" and when dealing with them, I felt righteous and heroic (forgive the language, if necessary).