I've been going back to school this last week. Its a bit stressfull when you havnt attended for 10 years and decide to give it another shot. 90% of the people in my classes are so much younger than me. I dont know if i fit in...even though for my age i'm fairly young looking.
I've been analyzing my reactions and using Socionics and MBTI concepts to try to piece together the puzzle of my personality. Everytime i can commit to saying that i'm such and such a type, i find someone else in the class who is that type and come to believe that i'm not.
I've bee so convinced on ENFp for the last month or two.... that now i have to once again admit that it aint all together what i feel i am, at least not during these last 2 weeks at school. I've considered a handfull of othere types and seem to be going around in circles. Nothing makes sense again (even though i can just put aside all of these last experiences and stick with my previous ENFP designation but i'm not about to do that) I got some good advice last time i done this maybe this time i can seal the deal.
I've noticed that i havn't felt like talking to many people other than occasional one liners here and there....is it just nerves after having some unfinished business 10 years later to deal with or is my type completely misdiagnosed with illusion. I dont know. i feel like i dont care a lot of the time. Maybe time heals wounds but i dont know.
the only thing that i feel reasonably confident about is the fact that i'm pretty sure ......
I dont know what else to say...can anybody figure out my type? Am i SiFi or FiSi ?
I've been using very little Ne in my environment and on my own terms. Now is there such a thing as an ENFp that uses little Ne and can still be called an ENFp
I've been using Fi and Si a lot and not necessarily in that order and that Si sometimes makes me go a little out of control (if not silly at times). This is the one thing that sticks out the most FiSi or SiFi
I dont know if i'm capable of using T at all.
The more i think about using this function the more i realize i do not have access to the body of knowledge in which it exists. I think i am T stupid. I am only capable of listening to mere T suggestions which go away as fast as they came. T to me is like a fad.
Maybe its just me though and things will seem different 3 weeks down the road.....but the School is getting to me a bit. And these courses now they are all computerized. If you are not great at computers ---Good Luck. Any tips for going back ?