so heres the story, ive been seeing a girl for about three months now, great girl, and i fell head over heels for her after the first month of us dating. i'm not sure of her type, i would guess ESFJ probably. she just called it off and i'm heartbroken and i'm sitting in my house wondering why in the hell i did this to myself again. it seems that i just cannot learn how to be in a casual relationship with someone, its all or nothing, if i'm dating someone, i fall for her really fast every time. i don't hold back, over the years ive learned that we ENFP's can tend to be smothering in relationships, so i try to hold back my feelings at first but they still develop. i go crazy for people and always get a broken heart and dryer tear ducts out of it.
is this normal for enfp's? do we tend to fall head over heels in love for someone really quickly, only to be heartbroken for a couple days and then go out and try to do it all over again? it seems so increadibly stupid to me but ive been doing it forever now and i doubt i could stop if i could.
anyways, im really confused and heartbroken over this girl and it sucks really bad and i hate the fact that i can't call her right now to talk to her. i miss her so bad and i just wish it would have worked out with her because i was crazy about her and it breaks my heart that she didnt feel the same about me. this sucks and i hate it and i hate the fact that more than likely in about 6 months i'll be going through all of this shit all over again because i just cant help it.