Yes this is a repeated topic of discussion. Yes I probably should have figured this bullshit out by now. No, I don't care, so please keep snide remarks to yourself or I will likely do my best to rip you a new one.
I am definitely intuitive beyond any fragment of doubt that I can see. I seem to most to appear extraverted (although I'm still not entirely sure what that means coming from most people). I obviously value Fe.
My closest friend is an EIE-Fe, my longest standing friend is an IEI-Ni, and most, if not all, of my closest friends are Betas, and are consistently guaged by my parents as "bad influences" (little do they know I'M the worst influence, lmao) or "too risky" (despite the fact that I am by far the riskiest personality in each and every circle I enter, teehee).
What most people notice about me on webcam is Fe. I can discuss intellectual matters, but they are almost always interspersed with random commentary or attempts to lighten the mood. I also tend to put on "shows" when nothing else is going on.
I tend to take things to the extreme, which seems to be a Beta tendency.
I have identified with Ezra from day one of his being here, and I think he is almost definitely SLE -Ti, especially after having had more experience as of late with two people of this type at my work.
I have serious problems with detailed administrative bullshit; it just makes me feel anxious. From the time I was little, the thing that overwhelmed me the most about growing up was the idea of paying bills and taxes.
I take a very systematic Ti approach to Si matters: I enjoy cooking, but I have most of my meals planned out and delegated ahead of time, or at least have simple food groups worked out when I shop so that I know I will have one of each for every meal. I take reasonable care of my health, but for example with dental matters, I have to ensure that I brush AND floss AND use mouthwash every day or else I fall into a bad pattern that I usually don't bother climbing out of until I have some kind of revelation that I am doing poorly or I have some serious consequence.
My mother and I are very similar in temperament in the LITERAL sense (non-socionics related) and tend to have what I think of as territorial conflicts: we try to do the same things different ways.
My father and I have very similar ideals, but extremely different personalities and preferences and.
My Idols/Role Models:
My Dad - EII most likely
My Paternal Grandmother - most likely IEI
My Maternal Grandfather - ESFx
My Maternal Grandmother - most likely SLE-Ti
Marilyn Manson - probably EIE cp6w7
Anthony Keidas - probably IEI
Robin Williams - ESE, Fe subtype
Eminem - probably IEI cp6w7
Bob Marley - probably EIE or IEI
George Bush - he's just the man, duh
Characters I identify with and/or admire:
Narcissus from Narcissus and Goldmund - 6w7, probably EIE
Don Juan - definitely EIE
Ged from the Earthsea Trilogy - probably EIE or LIE, seems 6w7
Han Solo - probably SLE or SEE, definitely 7
Howl from Howl's Moving Castle - definitely Beta NF, IMO
V from V for Vendetta - probably EIE (ESI is total and complete bullshit)
George Jung as portrayed in Blow - probably EIE
The Mad Hatter - probably Beta NF
Will Hunting - probably ILE, LIE, or SLE, seems like a cp6
Max from Pi - 5w4, probably ILI?
People who Tend to Piss Me Off With Prolonged Interaction
My brother-in-law - ESE-Si
My Dad - EII-Fi
My Mom - LSE-Si
thehotelambush - LII-Ne (right?)
People With Whom I have Positive Interactions or Impressions That I Deem To Be In Part Related to Type
Ezra - SLE-Ti IMO
discojoe - Beta or Gamma Rational type, IMO
Tanehem - ILI-Te
Maria - IMO Gamma SF, LSI, or ILI (confession: my foundation for SLI was subjectively geared towards my thoughts on my own type and our interactions...kindof like these typings of her, so whatever, think what you like)
Jessica - IMO LSI-Se ("I like big muscles and gambling and getting smashed" - Se+Fe or WHAT?)
Allie - ILE or SLE Ti subtype, IMO
strrrng/Nick - IEI-Ni
krae - IEI-Ni
Personal Enneagram Shit
I have a deep need for approval that I feel has not been provided by the male figures in my life; I am only recently coming to terms with how deep this runs. I think my laid-back attitude and desire for comfort can mostly be chalked up to 6 growth to 9. I exhibit obvious traits of 6 disintegration to 3. I have some traits of 7 disintegration to 1 and growth to 5 that are all Ti related.
I will add more to this. I am tired of debating this over and over again and I want to make a case so strong that every time I have doubts I can come back and reassure myself that I am in the right place. I'm sick of worrying about this bullshit while I'm working and trying to relax and enjoy some other activity because it's causing me a fuckload of anxiety and I need to have it resolved.
FUCK SOCIONICS I WANT TO GET THIS OVER WITH
Originally Posted by Meged and Ovcharov on EIE-Ni