First of all, I would like to clarify that this is a very important topic for me in these moments. I have spent almost 2 months in psychotherapy and seemingly I have a problem of identity, caused by problems in my adolescence. I am not sure of which they could be, one speaks about absence of a mother figure and a loss in the authoritarian figure on the part of my father. Personally, I consider myself to be someone confused enough to define exactly which is the real problem. I admit that the first time that I was described was very difficult for me. And given the confusion that I had, it was normal that someone make a wrong impression of me.
After realizing some tests (between among of them Rorschach's test and some bizarre's test of psychoanalyses), I have come to the conclusion from that I am not SEI. In fact, analyzing some characteristics, my psychologist doesnt find me a simple person, who searches neither comfort or much else, someone who is openly social and that answers well to any emotional offers. In fact, I have realized that I avoid any emotional contact to avoid to become injured (emotionaly). I have realized that I am an imaginative and reflexive enough person and probably enough introverted. My therapist says that I am a type of high intellect, which mean that I avoid emotions and use reasoning.
I think that this is correct. I dislike birthdays and festivities, since I feel very uncomfortable in an environment of merriment where I cannot know with accuracy what I have to do. I have very high insight, which is really good because I can see problems from different angles, making a high standard of ideals and opinions. But my problem is that I tend to idealize people and even my own problems, and that sucks. I am very closed minded about some (stupid) opinions and I tend push myself hard. So, my biggest problem right now is that I live in a constant frustration of what I can't do (for my over idealization I think), and that I live very cautious of what I don't want people to see of me. I don't know if this helps to make a big picture of myself but I know that working with the negative aspect of my personality (or at least, what's most disturbing to live with) I can get a picture of myself.
Now, using some dichotomy on the wikisocions reference, I realized with my psychologist that I'm Intuitive, logical and probably introverted.
Does this make sense to you?
ps. I feel a bit awkward after read what I wrote. Hope my english is understandable