I have a very good friend that as of lately, social interaction with her is a strain (actually it's always been this way I just now noticed it) but I only have fond memories of her as long as I'm not trying to directly communicate with her. I'd probably be content on just thinking about her for life, but to her I think she gets upset that I don't seem to want to spend that much time with her. What relation do you think this would be?
Like....I know what she's like and we've known each other for 10 years now, but like, I just wanna think back to the past or something. I dunno, it might seem like I don't want the relationship to progress, but to me- it's as good as a relationship can get, so I only have fond memories and I just don't know what else we could do physically together to improve our love. Short of having sex, but that will never happen of course. We already hug lots and show affection and have already done tons of stuff together from playing video games to going to bars etc. But it's really hard to have a conversation with her (we're both introverts) but... we can do physical things together quite easily. (Again, hug, just hang together....) It's really easy and natural.
Sometimes I'll get a burst of confidence and just tell her a lot of things, but that quickly fades and it's kind of awkward again. But looking back on the memories, they are very positive- just not in a 'live in the moment' kind of way. Except when we're drunk, but that's expected.