I was wondering if the following is a description of the Si Hidden Agenda for INFjs, at least, this is based on myself:
Sensations are something that really get a rise out of me. I like playing and listening to music, it's definitely a passion, and I was even going to be a performance major in college. It's not rare for me to get really involved into something I'm listening to, and having it affect me mood. I get excited when being exposed to things that feel good in general though, and with time it has gotten more intense.
In time I've become increasingly picky with food, which is something I never had when I was younger. Another thing, for example, is that I caught myself one time actually trying to distinguish herbs based on the smell and taste in the food I'm eating, and getting frustrated when I can't tell what it is...
To me quite possibly the best activity that I enjoy doing is relaxing. I like thinking about laying on a coach, while listening to some really good relaxing music and drinking some iced tea. It sounds dumb probably, but I love to think about relaxation at any time of the day.
When I hang out with ISTps, I always end up doing some sort of chilling/hanging out activity that hits the spot nicely. No agitation, just chillin'. Though I also like playing sports, and I always end up doing that with ISTps as well.
Also, I tend to gravitate towards people who are touchy-feely, but not in excess. I don't know if this would fall under Si wanting though. I actually remember for some reason when somebody in general touches me, even if it's a bump sometimes. For example, I actually might think about how the difference in height might play out in me hugging someone specific, and how will it feel. What I would need to do in order to make the hug "work", lol. This might all be just pretty dumb though.
Anyway, I would like to know if this is more or less some aspects of what the Si HA represents.