i've noticed that i bitch about a work a good deal, like how my job is so boring. i sort of dislike working tons and tons. as in, when i finish work i don't want to do a whole lot more. i'll bitch if i get overloaded with work. i don't like to overload myself or bite off more than i can chew really.
however, if i don't have enough to do, i'll pretty much sink into a really bad depression/slump. just going out and doing things with friends doesn't help a lot, would generally make me feel lazier. i try to avoid this, obviously. like i could reasonably see myself working forever and never really retiring if only to keep myself from going absolutely insane.
i mean, my first instinct is to think this is some Te or maybe Si related thing, but i have no clue.