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    Default Ode to my dual, the only man I ever loved

    to: John (my real-life dual) Yes, it's a dear John letter and his actual name is 'John.' It's so dorkalicious in that special, Charmed-ish way you just gotta love it.

    There was nobody left. I had nobody.
    An abused kitten kicked around too many times....
    But you saw true light in me
    And it was so humane, almost subdued how you protected me
    But that's why...it was just so real
    You just did it, like 'holy fucking shit dude' that was awesome
    You risked everything you had to hang out with me
    You weren't really THAT much more popular than me - - so don't get a big head
    Actually you didn't have any friends either, that's what made it so profound. Like you were defending me defending myself defending yourself defending me?

    FUCK. THIS DUAL THING IS THE. SHIT

    I didn't think you were anything at first. Or nothing either though
    Good or bad...right or wrong. Nothing or a something.
    Then you showed your light... an illuminating angel
    You wouldn't be able to surprise me if it wasn't like this
    If you were all like so likeable from the start.... that would be a temptation
    An evil ploy
    Or just some other fucking type that's good but not AS GOOD

    When we left, it's like I lost my heart....
    I wanted to be with you but they wouldn't understand
    You are my best friend, and I will love you forever
    Even if we just held hands...even if we just gave each other romantic eyes

    But fucking god I would let you penetrate me in two seconds. There'd be no question.
    I'd just...
    Bend over.
    Like that.
    You more than earned it. It would be a natural instinct...a reflex action of our awesome power.

    Not about who's straight, or who's gay. Who's right, or who is wrong
    It's about power
    And you have it
    You gave me your power
    I am alive because of you
    I know that I have to protect, defend, and help others
    Like you protected, defended and helped me
    That's all life is about- *that's* the meaning right there

    NOW PLEASE ANSWER MY FUCKING MYSPACE COMMENT!

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    John and BulletsandDoves sitting in a tree
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    By the way, I usually take days to respond to comments, so don't get too distressed.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Herzy View Post
    By the way, I usually take days to respond to comments, so don't get too distressed.
    Haha... it takes me 2 days to forget. Then I feel guilty. Then I forget.

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    By the way, I usually take days to respond to comments, so don't get too distressed.
    Ooh thanks for that! But why do ESTps do this? Is it just an ESTp thing? You have to tell me! It just makes us want you even more though...

    Is he still gathering his feelings? I know he likes me too, so why isn't he showing up?

    God I sound like a typical needy woman in those fucking soaps but I can't help myself, really. *sigh* I did perhaps come on too strong, but I just felt like I was saying what we both already knew what to be true anyway.

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    Usually, it's because I want to respond, but get lazy or caught up with other things. Then, once a few days pass, I'm like, "well, it's getting too late now," so I either do it then or stay lazy and never get to it. I feel kind of guilty afterwards though when that happens (a lot).
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    Quote Originally Posted by BulletsAndDoves View Post
    Ooh thanks for that! But why do ESTps do this? Is it just an ESTp thing? You have to tell me! It just makes us want you even more though...

    Is he still gathering his feelings? I know he likes me too, so why isn't he showing up?

    God I sound like a typical needy woman in those fucking soaps but I can't help myself, really. *sigh* I did perhaps come on too strong, but I just felt like I was saying what we both already knew what to be true anyway.
    It's just to piss you off.

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    omfgroflmfaool @ expression of feelings
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    Hmm.

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    Yeah I've also noticed that this ESTp friend I know takes a while to respond always, but most of the time apologizing if I waited too long. Hmm. They're in luck that their duals are the waiters and watchers.
    She is wise
    beyond words
    beautiful within
    her soul
    brighter than
    the sun
    lovelier than
    love
    dreams larger
    than life
    and does not
    understand the
    meaning of no.
    Because everything
    through her, and in her, is
    "Yes, it will be done."


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    Sorry, that was mean. I don't know why I said that. My initial reaction to any (especially verbal) expression of feelings is to just laugh to myself. I find it ridiculous, and can't see why others do it, which I will probably get much grief for.

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