I have a hard time talking about my beliefs to other people, and whenever I do it gets weird, and I feel very uncomfortable. I tried speaking with someone today about how the civil rights movement of the 60s can be forgotten easily if you don't really remember the effort people put into it. And yet I think I just came off sounding like I was trying way too hard, and sounded rather foolish. I felt nervous and it was kind of bad. I realized that it was not just Ne HA, but it was Fi dual seeking, because I was having a hard time really saying what I felt wrong or not. So I left things vague, but, being a good listener, the person I was talking to was asking good questions. I wanted to respond but felt like I didn't know the person well enough to really do it right. I felt like I was sort of hoping that the person would "take the ball and run with it", but rightfully so they asked me for understanding. It was just uncomfortable and I think I sounded foolish.