Hey I am new to this forum (actually not really, since I've been reading things from here for awhile).
I believe that I am an INTp (even though I could have easily mistyped myself due to the fact that I am still relatively new to socionics) That is one of the reasons why I've decided to join the forum.
Anyways, the following are all the unsorted things about me.
I tend to find myself stuck between two opposing point of views regarding many different issues from small to big, or more like I lack the preference to have preferences. (or perhaps I simply do not care.... even I'm lost) Also, this particularly applies to arguments such as "You suck, I own" which lacks logic in its roots (at least, in my opinion that it lacks logic.) But I can deal with that easily if it is from a friend.
Sometimes, instead of studying or doing the work assigned, I find myself daydreaming or thinking about unusual ideas e.g Name 3 reasons why the world should be destroyed (and no, I do not have problems related to that).
I have little controls over my anger at home. To put it more specifically, I tend to lash out angrily toward those that are close to me especially to family members. Last time I lashed out angrily, I vanquished most part of my room and screamed randomly for hours (until I totally cannot utter another word).
Usually, I do not show my emotions around people except my friends. However, I rarely show my emotions to begin with since honestly, I could really care less about how I feel and I find it the best solution to just ignore it. I can hold anger back for really long. They pile up like rocks though, and if there is nowhere to pile it anymore, I send it all out with methods such as the one mentioned above.
I admire those who can deal with their emotions properly (or even, those who do not have emotions at all, at least, in their appearance.)
I used to be known for my nasty sarcasms, in which I have thoroughly (if not, for the most part) abandoned in order to save myself from constantly getting myself into dangerous situations. As for now, I've decided that I should be objective and nice around people.
As a student, I ace all of my classes except PE due to the fact that I never bothered to care for my own health. During my summer vacation, if my parents are not around, I eat one can of Campbell Chicken Noodle Soup a day, stay in my room, and stay online.
Socializing is sometimes a bothersome task to me. I used to avoid people in order to prevent any form of conversation to take place. However, I don't do that anymore (the thing is that people find me hard to communicate with, for some reason, even though I hardly ever tries to be awkward.)
I can keep on talking about myself like this, perhaps that also says something about me. I believe I am egocentric in a way (as in, I preferring thinking about myself than other people and analyzing myself rather than other people).
Now you may decide whether you hate me or not, and what type I am.
And yes, you may ask questions.