This question goes to the ESTjs and ENTjs in this forum. I think that this will be more direct than simply reading posts and figuring this out for myself, which quiet frankly could prove to be a waste of my time. Also, I am being serious about this question so suggestions are appreciated.
Maybe you would first want to know the reason for asking. Well, I am currently studying in a technical field, which might come as a surprise considering my personality type EII. In any case, I am exposed to a majority of STs, in particular ESTj's, ISTp's. Actually, I have met a few ENTj's in my field as well. This constant exposure to thinking types has in a way rubbed off on me, and allowed me to change my perspective and understanding of certain functional aspects. However, this is not to say that I have changed as a person, only my perspectives and understanding of certain things. In particular, I have found that applying Te in some aspects of my life has helped me become more of the person that I think I am supposed to be, or at least, that I want to. The idea of combining a practical, technical and enterprising mentality to a good-willing and humanitarian mentality is something that I feel would be personally fulfilling.
My current issue is how exactly to develop Te in myself. Will the desire eventually cause the development? or is there something that one has to do?