I suck at lyfe

[Garmonbozia]

Okay, so I have the flu and I can't think so I'm going to tell all of you about myself and you can "type" me to the best of your abilities.

Despite hanging around here for the past year I know Nothing about socionics, so most of this information will be useless.

I have to be pushed to work, I have serious goals, but if someone isn't reminding me that I need to do things to meet these goals, I just don't do necessary work.

*asthma*

I often end up in "leadership" positions despite the fact that I'm not a leader. I, in fact, fuck things up when ask to lead.

I hate people to be quite frank. I spend 30 seconds around most bipods and I think "I never want to see this person again". But when I do like people I have very strong attachments to them. I usually only attach myself to one person at a time.

I get obsessive about things that I'm interested in and study them all day sometimes for years at a time. These things are often all I want to talk about.

I never know if people like me or hate me.

I have an obsession with animals.

I'm lazy and messy.

I've never been on a "date".

I think people getting married in "exotic" locations is creepy.

I think vacations are creepy.

I am hypersensitive to criticism.

I do the "it's raining dance" where I strip off all of my clothes and dance around the apartment chanting "It's raining, it's raining."

One morning I made a blurblurbblurb sound when asked what it was I said "a moose noise" . My boyfriend and I became so obsessed with moose noises that we named our dog Moose.

I get accused of being a snob All the time.

I like to argue.

When I get upset about things I have "obsessive compulsive movements". The other day I scratched a hole in my leg without noticing.

I hate fiction unless it is very stylized and theoretical. I read mostly philosophy and histories.

I have a pessimistic outlook.

I'm fond of sour gummy worms.

I hate talking about my feeling and look away when I feel I finally have to do it, even if they are nice feelings.

I assume that every one hates me.

I haven't had a conversation with someone my own age since I was 10.

I'm a perfectionist. If I get a grade lower than an 85 I have a melt down.

I only here the bad things said about me and completely ignore the good.

I have a mild phobia of mirrors and can't look into them unless I concentrate on one small aspect of myself, say, a finger or something.

I have recently developed asthma.

I make at least three jokes about child grooming a day.

I pay no attention to my appearance. I throw on whatever clothing is around and I do not brush my hair in the morning.

I want to be the best at everything I do.

My boyfriend just broke his computer and I have to console him.

[Gilly]

Intuition/Weak Se:
-I'm lazy and messy.
-I often end up in "leadership" positions despite the fact that I'm not a leader. I, in fact, fuck things up when ask to lead.
-I have to be pushed to work, I have serious goals, but if someone isn't reminding me that I need to do things to meet these goals I just don't do necessary work.
-I pay no attention to my appearance. I throw on whatever clothing is on and I don't brush my hair in the morning.

Not strong and conscious Fi:
-I assume that every one hates me.
-I hate talking about my feeling and look away when I feel I finally have to do it, even if they are nice feelings.
-I never know if people like me or hate me.

Fe:
-I do the "it's raining dance" where I strip off all of my clothes and dance around the apartment chanting "It's raining, it's raining."
-My boyfriend just broke his computer and I have to console him.


And for kicks, Enneagram Intimate/Sexual/sx subtype first:
-I hate people to be quite frank. I spend 30 seconds around most bipods and I think "I never want to see this person again". But when I do like people I have very strong attachments to them. I usually only attach myself to one person at a time.

[Garmonbozia]

Intuition/Weak Se:
-I'm lazy and messy.
-I often end up in "leadership" positions despite the fact that I'm not a leader. I, in fact, fuck things up when ask to lead.
-I have to be pushed to work, I have serious goals, but if someone isn't reminding me that I need to do things to meet these goals I just don't do necessary work.
-I pay no attention to my appearance. I throw on whatever clothing is on and I don't brush my hair in the morning.

Not strong and conscious Fi:
-I assume that every one hates me.
-I hate talking about my feeling and look away when I feel I finally have to do it, even if they are nice feelings.
-I never know if people like me or hate me.

Fe:
-I do the "it's raining dance" where I strip off all of my clothes and dance around the apartment chanting "It's raining, it's raining."
-My boyfriend just broke his computer and I have to console him.


And for kicks, Enneagram Intimate/Sexual/sx subtype first:
-I hate people to be quite frank. I spend 30 seconds around most bipods and I think "I never want to see this person again". But when I do like people I have very strong attachments to them. I usually only attach myself to one person at a time.

I know what You think, Gilly.

Anielka does not value the opinions of a boy that sits about on coke all day.

[Gilly]

Actually...

I've only ever done coke on weekends, at night, and only when I go out, and as a matter of fact I've quit completely now.

And, you should.

[JuJu]

And stay away from the needle while you're at it.

Amen.

[Gilly]

No needles, no crack, no PCP, no meth (sorry goatie ). Those are my rules. I'm sure there's other stuff out there that I don't want anything to do with, but those will never, ever make their way into my system.

[Garmonbozia]

No needles, no crack, no PCP, no meth (sorry goatie ). Those are my rules. I'm sure there's other stuff out there that I don't want anything to do with, but those will never, ever make their way into my system.

Meth kills people in two years.

[JuJu]

Yeah dude, meth's the worst from what I've seen... I've never done it, but the ppl I've known--their lives got ugly really fast.

And l can attest to what Gilly says--there'a a big difference between doing coke every now and then and doing coke a lot. The latter=a damn nightmare.
Compared to meth and coke addiction, heroin addiction's actually pretty tame--although its probably got the biggest stigma... The w/ds no picnic, but the worst things=dealing w/needles, potential infections and viruses.

And PCP?! AHHHH!!!

Sorry for takin over the thread. Guess I just wanted to talk a lil about drugs.

[Gilly]

Potentially. Our resident seems to be doing just fine According to your formula I'm sure BG should have experienced Bodhi by now...

[Gilly]

And l can attest to what Gilly says--there'a a big difference between doing coke every now and then and doing coke a lot. The latter=a damn nightmare.
Compared to meth and coke addiction, heroin addiction's actually pretty tame--although its probably got the biggest stigma... The w/ds no picnic, but the worst things=dealing w/needles, potential infections and viruses.

Coke is nasty shit. I wish it had never been.

Since when is a heroin addiction tame? I know people who have been able to get off coke, but I feel like I've never heard about a single person doing heroin for a good bit of time and coming out the other end of the tunnel in any kind of shape...

[JuJu]

"Tame" is relative I guess, but I was addicted to it for awhile.

In rehab, the coke story usually involves ppl losing their careers, all of their money, (expensive habit,) quickly escalating aggression, violence, etc. Addicts' lives become unstable quickly and then become total wrecks in the blink of an eye.

The heroin story is usually a little different. Addicts can fuction relatively normally in society for awhile--due to the properties of the drug, (it just makes you mellow, like painkiller addiction,) and it's not expensive... So if the addict's in a comfortable situation, i.e. good nutrition, income, and shelter, they can live pretty stable lives for a long time.

That's why I'd consider it "tame" compared to coke and meth--ppl don't seem to lose it all as often, or become monsters as quickly... The withdrawals from H are slightly worse though, so you're right in that sense--physically, it's easier to kick coke.

(There aren't many meth stories b/c it seems like a lot of meth addicts die quickly.)

Peace

[XoX]

I let Expat do the real analysis but to throw something out...I still think you might be ENTp in the end. According to Hittas model ENTps and INFps share the same leading function (+-NeNi stuff) so that's perhaps why you come of as INFp (or not). But being intuitive, Fe>Te oriented, kinda sucking with the Fi still sounds like you. Perhaps you are more infantile than victim in the end. Kinda not submissive enough but pretty chaotic. Parts of your description actually sounded like taken out of one ENTp description i've read which made me suspicious that you are trying to pull an ENTp act, hah.

[Garmonbozia]

I let Expat do the real analysis but to throw something out...I still think you might be ENTp in the end. According to Hittas model ENTps and INFps share the same leading function (+-NeNi stuff) so that's perhaps why you come of as INFp (or not). But being intuitive, Fe>Te oriented, kinda sucking with the Fi still sounds like you. Perhaps you are more infantile than victim in the end. Kinda not submissive enough but pretty chaotic. Parts of your description actually sounded like taken out of one ENTp description i've read which made me suspicious that you are trying to pull an ENTp act, hah.

So what type Are you these days, XoX?

ENWt?

[XoX]

So what type Are you these days, XoX?

ENWt?

A rhetoric question? ENTp is my current guess. Not because it is a perfect fit but because I can find less flaws in it atm than in any other type. I'm open for corrections. ENTps are not negativists which bothers me. But you better not get too attached to one dichotomy. I just figured I attach a type to myself as so many people have asked me to do it. I change it whenever I find out I got it all wrong

What type do you see me being?

[jessica129]

INTP.

[XoX]

INTP.

Was that for Garmonbozia?

[marooned]

either IEI-Ni or ILI-Ni. I still don't know which it is. Also, to be honest, the autistic thing throws me off (if Garmonbozia is autistic)... Is not knowing whether people love or hate her due to slight autism? Or due to weak "ethics"? Of course she could also have been lying when she said she was autistic, though for some reason I believed her. Is assuming everyone does hate her then the logical thing to do, or is it a sort of protective reaction (since she's hypersensitive to criticism)?

[ScarlettLux]

Aristocratic. IEI. The is pretty apparent to me.

[Gilly]

The is pretty apparent to me.

Seriously...

[Creepy-bg]

"Tame" is relative I guess, but I was addicted to it for awhile.

In rehab, the coke story usually involves ppl losing their careers, all of their money, (expensive habit,) quickly escalating aggression, violence, etc. Addicts' lives become unstable quickly and then become total wrecks in the blink of an eye.

The heroin story is usually a little different. Addicts can fuction relatively normally in society for awhile--due to the properties of the drug, (it just makes you mellow, like painkiller addiction,) and it's not expensive... So if the addict's in a comfortable situation, i.e. good nutrition, income, and shelter, they can live pretty stable lives for a long time.

That's why I'd consider it "tame" compared to coke and meth--ppl don't seem to lose it all as often, or become monsters as quickly... The withdrawals from H are slightly worse though, so you're right in that sense--physically, it's easier to kick coke.

(There aren't many meth stories b/c it seems like a lot of meth addicts die quickly.)

Peace

Christ

I've had ummm.... off the top of my head that I can easily come up with, 8 good friends who have died from heroin over the years (that's not counting people I just knew). None of my meth friends have died from meth (a couple of them did drop the tweaking for heroin though and then died from that).

I don't think you can rate addiction to any of those three drugs on a "tameness" scale with any meaning. Each is different, with it's own set of pitfalls and mental state, yet at a fundimental level addiction is addiction. No matter which you're doing you're going to hit the point where all of your money goes to the drug, the time and feroicity of the fall to that level is dependent on the person and how addictive their personality is.

I'm not in any way defending meth, but you have to understand that right now in the United States meth is the epidemic drug. Therefor it's been targeted as the main propaganda push in the country when it comes to "drugs are bad" campaigning. This means that the media is focusing on the worst of the worst, and taking every opportunity to dramatize the situation. Yes, it is bad stuff... but it is not the sure-fire life killer that's it's currently being made to seem. Doing meth does not automatically mean that you're pulling your eyebrows out one at a time with a rusty pair of tweezers, that you're covered with open sores because you do nothing but pick yourself 24 hours a day, or that your life consists of nothing besides hunting for identities to steal and obsessively jacking off to gay porn. Yes, some people on meth do do these things... but more of them don't.

That last bit about there not being many meth stories because meth addicts tend to die quickly is simply not true. Meth is just another hard drug, no better, no worse than the rest. They all suck.

[Creepy-Diana]

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[Gilly]

Yeah but they're not working for a fair representation; they're working to stop people running in front of oncoming traffic and blowing up their houses. And that's what they should be doing. I have no problem with responsible drug users shooting or toking or dosing up in the privacy of their own homes, but if overblown adverts keep people from doing drugs, then it's a step in the right direction, I say.

[Creepy-bg]

And l can attest to what Gilly says--there'a a big difference between doing coke every now and then and doing coke a lot. The latter=a damn nightmare.
Compared to meth and coke addiction, heroin addiction's actually pretty tame--although its probably got the biggest stigma... The w/ds no picnic, but the worst things=dealing w/needles, potential infections and viruses.

Coke is nasty shit. I wish it had never been.

Since when is a heroin addiction tame? I know people who have been able to get off coke, but I feel like I've never heard about a single person doing heroin for a good bit of time and coming out the other end of the tunnel in any kind of shape...

Actually I know a former heroin addict, who did it for years starting when he was barely a teenager, and is now doing quite well (except for having hepatitis C and not caring that he's damaging his liver even more through alcohol).

exactly... any hard drug can be used maintenence style. It depends on the person. The trick with heroin from what I've seen is not overdosing... they always seem to eventually nod off for good in some Denny's bathroom somewhere. Plus, like you said, once they start shooting up they pretty much always get hep C, kill their livers, and lose all their veins.

One of the weird things about heroin is that junkies alot of the times tend to keep a youthful apearance longer than other hard drug users (up until the hep and liver stuff fucks them)

[Creepy-bg]

Yeah but they're not working for a fair representation; they're working to stop people running in front of oncoming traffic and blowing up their houses. And that's what they should be doing. I have no problem with responsible drug users shooting or toking or dosing up in the privacy of their own homes, but if overblown adverts keep people from doing drugs, then it's a step in the right direction, I say.

totally... I'm not against them, I get why they do the ads. One of the biggest problems with meth is that the synthesis to make it has spread far and wide in this country. It's very easy to make... it's also very easy to fuck up if you don't know what you're doing, those dangers only get a hundred times worse when it's some dipshit kid who's been up for three days jonesing when he decides it's a good idea to suck Ammonia out of his neighbors tank with a garden hose.

[Garmonbozia]

So what type Are you these days, XoX?

ENWt?

A rhetoric question? ENTp is my current guess. Not because it is a perfect fit but because I can find less flaws in it atm than in any other type. I'm open for corrections. ENTps are not negativists which bothers me. But you better not get too attached to one dichotomy. I just figured I attach a type to myself as so many people have asked me to do it. I change it whenever I find out I got it all wrong

What type do you see me being?

I like you.

[Garmonbozia]

I like that people can't decide if my Te is shockingly week and my Fe is superman strong.

Or that.

My Fe is shockingly week and my Te is superman strong.

Simple logic should tell us that if you can't see either one of those things as a polar bear then I an neither one of those types.

[UDP]

The is pretty apparent to me.

Seriously...

100%

[XoX]

I like that people can't decide if my Te is shockingly week and my Fe is superman strong.

Or that.

My Fe is shockingly week and my Te is superman strong.

Simple logic should tell us that if you can't see either one of those things as a polar bear then I an neither one of those types.

Thanks for teh smile.

About your type...subtypes blur it a bit. If you are a strong Ni-sub INFp or INTp then Si is likely to be very weak but the Te vs Fe difference a bit blurred. Also if you are ENFj-Ni your Si is likely to be very weak. Yet again if you are ENTp-Ne your Si is likely to be very weak. All-in-all, if you are any of those types your Si should be very weak. Perhaps the weakest function.

That didn't help much though.

[reyn_til_runa]

Okay, so I have the flu and I can't think so I'm going to tell all of you about myself and you can "type" me to the best of your abilities.

Despite hanging around here for the past year I know Nothing about socionics, so most of this information will be useless.

I have to be pushed to work, I have serious goals, but if someone isn't reminding me that I need to do things to meet these goals, I just don't do necessary work.

*asthma*

I often end up in "leadership" positions despite the fact that I'm not a leader. I, in fact, fuck things up when ask to lead.

I hate people to be quite frank. I spend 30 seconds around most bipods and I think "I never want to see this person again". But when I do like people I have very strong attachments to them. I usually only attach myself to one person at a time.

I get obsessive about things that I'm interested in and study them all day sometimes for years at a time. These things are often all I want to talk about.

I never know if people like me or hate me.

I have an obsession with animals.

I'm lazy and messy.

I've never been on a "date".

I think people getting married in "exotic" locations is creepy.

I think vacations are creepy.

I am hypersensitive to criticism.

I do the "it's raining dance" where I strip off all of my clothes and dance around the apartment chanting "It's raining, it's raining."

One morning I made a blurblurbblurb sound when asked what it was I said "a moose noise" . My boyfriend and I became so obsessed with moose noises that we named our dog Moose.

I get accused of being a snob All the time.

I like to argue.

When I get upset about things I have "obsessive compulsive movements". The other day I scratched a hole in my leg without noticing.

I hate fiction unless it is very stylized and theoretical. I read mostly philosophy and histories.

I have a pessimistic outlook.

I'm fond of sour gummy worms.

I hate talking about my feeling and look away when I feel I finally have to do it, even if they are nice feelings.

I assume that every one hates me.

I haven't had a conversation with someone my own age since I was 10.

I'm a perfectionist. If I get a grade lower than an 85 I have a melt down.

I only here the bad things said about me and completely ignore the good.

I have a mild phobia of mirrors and can't look into them unless I concentrate on one small aspect of myself, say, a finger or something.

I have recently developed asthma.

I make at least three jokes about child grooming a day.

I pay no attention to my appearance. I throw on whatever clothing is around and I do not brush my hair in the morning.

I want to be the best at everything I do.

My boyfriend just broke his computer and I have to console him.

i am not sure if you do this consciously, but your sentences seem well-crafted for emotional effect. this can be said of many good writers in general, so i wouldn't necessarily attribute this to , but it's as if you have opinions and find clever ways of presenting them, making yourself look like an apathetic martyr and a show-off all at once. i'm just not sure what you're going for.

basically, i can relate to much of what you say about yourself, just not how you say it.

correct me if i'm wrong about the first part.

[Garmonbozia]

I don't really Try to write how I do.

[Gilly]

You do manage to leave a certain air of doubt as to whether you are significantly smarter or stupider than you present yourself.

[Garmonbozia]

You do manage to leave a certain air of doubt as to whether you are significantly smarter or stupider than you present yourself.

Well you've Talked to me before.

[xyz]

I really just think you're bored and love to rile people up here

[Garmonbozia]

I really just think you're bored and love to rile people up here

Bored? I've way too much shit too do these days.

[ScarlettLux]

You do manage to leave a certain air of doubt as to whether you are significantly smarter or stupider than you present yourself.

Oh man, that's exactly it!!! No offense or anything, but eh ... it's kinda strange. Why do you randomly capitalize some words?

[Garmonbozia]

You do manage to leave a certain air of doubt as to whether you are significantly smarter or stupider than you present yourself.

Oh man, that's exactly it!!! No offense or anything, but eh ... it's kinda strange. Why do you randomly capitalize some words?

Because I don't feel like italicizing them.

[Gilly]

You do manage to leave a certain air of doubt as to whether you are significantly smarter or stupider than you present yourself.

Well you've Talked to me before.

I'm talking about your behavior on the Forum.

[xyz]

Yes, you can have tons of boring shit to do and still feel bored.

[XoX]

Yes, you can have tons of boring shit to do and still feel bored.

I can testify to this

[Garmonbozia]

What a weird concept.

I think you're fully of shit Gilly and Lux.

I'm actually really into the stuff that I'm doing right now.