electric sheep

Yea, I thought if a girl was an ESE then that would be enough for us to connect somehow. Not so. I've compiled a list of traits that describe girls I have once liked in addition to them being ESE:

1. MUST be Enneagram 6w7. I can never really click with the twos. The 6s are a lot harder to spot too, so that makes it more difficult.
2. MUST be literate, funny, and intelligent (like me, obviously)
3. MUST be a little protective. The slings and arrows can be difficult...

First thing's first: I am, for sure, without a doubt, LII. No other type comes close to describing how I really am. That said, I think Enneagram 9 is more relevant to me than LII as a personality profile. LII just doesn't capture the need to "merge" with the world. They seem so cold and alone. I see ideas and how they bring people together, change people, and create change in the world.

At first glance of my blog, a glaringly obvious tendency of type 9 is apparent--my...

Alright, so I'm going to have to issue some corrections on my last few posts. I didn't really think about it until Malia gracefully pointed it out that I was not in a relationship with an ESE, but with an EIE! lolwtf! EIEs have always been a sort of blind spot for me. I'm terrible at identifying them, and I get along with beta STs well enough that I must have mistyped her friends too! I never spent enough time to really get to know them anyway. Holy god, I feel pretty stupid right now. ...

ok this one might not be as clear as the last one, but maybe it will help explain some things.

So the last one, yes, I was angry. It was mainly a collection of observations of specific ESEs that I know or knew at one point. Mainly though, it was about the one I broke up with about a month ago. Some things were true in general, some things were true to that specific one.
This one was loved to argue--I hate arguing. I was going off and on vegetarian and her favorite thing...

I know I give off this 'nice guy' vibe, but that doesn't mean you can start making demands and expect me to do your bidding. I'm not your shoulder to cry on, I'm not here to save you every time you get yourself into shit and don't know what to do. Yes, I try to make sure you don't make an idiot out of yourself, but I'm not a miracle worker. I can't tell you how to be smart. I'm probably going to disappoint you some day. I'm not perfect, stop expecting me to be. Ok, I get it, you think I'm...