Youth. When everybody pays attention to you and your youness. It's hell but heaven at the same time, as the universe really does revolve around you. Society must give you an ego, so they rape themselves upon you. There is no way to avoid this. Well I think as adults we re-center ourselves back home, or something.

They won't just let you be a drifty introverted fag off to the side, like you naturally are- waiting for somebody to know what you're thinking and smile at you like sailor...

God I'm so fucking pissed. There's all these creepo gay men running around the internet telling young gay men false information about stds and stis just so they can sleep with them and spread their fucking virus, sleaze-fag self around. They lie and say they're HIV educators and things like that. What the fuck, they should be locked up....

The reason you DATE men, and try to externalize your homosexuality in some way- is precisely so you don't get an infection (or a disease) from...

The dichotomy of homosexual/heterosexual and even bisexual and all these terms we have now....

I'm just saying it's shit. From a long-term perspective sexuality has never been categorized this way or this easily. Let's think about all this stuff for a second.

Back before this political correction and putting people into neat little boxes, people were turned on by a specific gender primarily due to both social restrictions and their environment. Sexual 'morality' and...

I don't have anything to say other than I was tired of my blog saying I only have one entry. Sooo yeah. 'And then there were two.' Poof(tah).

Ps: I'm gay. I'm gonna be REALLY annoying and say that in your ear repeatedly now, like a kid in the backseat of his parent's van taking a family vacation trip. (He got sexually abused by his uncle, repeatedly.)

I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay....

YAAAY! I can use this blog to rant about my gayness so I won't bother people on the main forum about it anymore yaaaaaaaaay.

Hmm. No, I changed my mind. I'm not sure I want to talk about homosexuality today. I'd rather rant about....

Straight people! Why is it that straight people constantly criticize me for talking about gayness too much, about making it a 'wedge issue' or whatever- but then if I don't talk about it at all, they'll assume I'm ashamed of it- and so...